DEFINING EMOTIONS

The moon brights the place Dark and cozy A view of nature Cold weather a motion for motive White sheets, blue pillows, silk dress A time bomb in activation I gaze deep into your eyes A mixture of longing and fear I wish you would do it without thinking twice Cant restrategize, counted days long enough for this Stolen fruits always sweet no need to fight the temptation I  feel the urge as I move closer You tremple and I can feel it Undeniable passion binds us Too much fire within we might burn We both will regret later lets make it count Messed up souls form the best bonds I know you are the best so I game up for you Witnessed by the galaxy, let's give the stars a show  You brought us here I compensate by making the first move  I know you will not push me back I can tell you have been waiting for this too  Brush the fear away Lock the thoughts Divert all attention to me I come prepared for you I surrender to you  My guard down  Just for tonight, ...

Candle lights bright the room Dark and cozy Transparent rooftop to view the stars Cold weather a motion for motive White sheets blue pillows silk dress A time bomb in activation I gaze deep in your eyes A mixture of longing and fear I wish you would do without thinking twice Cant restartegise I counted days long enough for this Stolen fruits always sweet no need to fight the temptation I  feel the urge as I move closer You tremple and i can feel it Undeniable passion binds us Too much fire within we might burn We both will regret later lets make it count Messed up souls form the best bonds I know you are the best so I game up for you A show for the galaxy, let's give the stars a show You are worth more than I can give I take up the compensation role by making the first move I know you will not push me back I can tell you have been waiting for this too Brush the fear away Lock the thoughts Divert all attention to me I come prepared for you I surrender to you........my guard d...

Beautiful orchids blue and purple Beautiful white lilies Self colored, bicolored, picotee and striped Funnel-shaped, tubular,saucer-shaped and bell-shaped flowers, Lovely scent, erect, nodding and pendent habits, Gorgeously laying there, Plenty in form, plenty in number, Short black dress, Long black dress, Black sunglasses,  Hide away your red puffy eyes, Black pants and shirts, In contrast to the flowers, Mood so dull I want to escape, Lovely poetry, Well sung mourning songs, Well written script, Am almost falling for it, Tears just falling, make up dripping  Sounds so sincere, Biography falsely written, well said, Declaration of love, tears of sorrow, Soil on your hand final goodbye  Why bother? Really why bother, You were with me the other day, You did not tell me half of the things you said on my funeral I called you the other day for help you ignored me, You did not have a second to call me You never gave me flowers on my birthday, Why place them on my c...

Friday noon, sunny, boring, calm  A knock on my door takes me off my thoughts  Are you Faith? These are for you; please sign here  These must be the most beautiful Carnation I am not a flower lover; If I were, this would be it  Maybe the bleeding heart; those are beautiful too  "For the love of my life, Faith" Am lost in words, any love of my life would know I would rather chocolates  But here we are, who could the mystery man be? Him, well him doesn't look like the romantic type  Heck calling me the love of his life would be him at his most romantic  Maybe it's the dude from the mat, he seemed romantic but he only knows my gate  Who even calls me Faith, that name sounds so promising  I mean anyone who calls me Faith sounds like they can surprise me  Maybe with simpler flowers like roses or maybe daisies? Oh right could be that ex boyfriend who flew in from abroad  Yeah must be him, mr sophisticated  I once tol...

He pops the first pill  The energy of a 25 year old is what he seeks  He knows he is punching above his weight  Her captivating youthful beauty convinces him  He has an ego to elevate  She has a skill to prove  She smiles in disgust  She knows he might as well be her daddy Not in the tone she calls him daddy  She waivers her right to feel violated  She chose to seduce her ancestor  He has energy to prove  Forced into flagrant behaviour  Seeking something of value  She chose to be devalued to get value  She lays back with a wonderous mind  She has to imagine he is George Clooney  He knows she is sultry  The blue pill is in action  Romance is not his style  Just as he gets in her, his face turns funny  He complains of chest pain, cold sweat drips  He falls on top of her, barely breathing  She knows the next few days will be complicated

The midnight sun strips my mind of it's peace  I lay awake thinking about the bleak future  The uncertainties of life fill my soul with anxiety An eager voice demands I question existence  Purpose and cycle of life seem so discomforting  Why are we here? The ceiling today looks like it did yesterday  I would use the term useless but it's job to protect me from the midnight sun is accomplished  Still it would feel more awakening if it answered my question Why are we here  Loud mourns from my neighbour alerts the unreasonable part of my brain  Aaaah, that's his purpose, spending the night pounding  All the screams the lady had, her desires I hope were fulfilled  You can't quite be sure, city girls sometimes stroke egos  I digress, my apologies, where were we? Purpose? Talent? Something about life and sun  Oh the ceiling?  What about the ceiling? The midnight? Is it 2am or 1am? My brain sleeps, I guess tonight we ...

Nature that compels us to be good Unwritten rules still matter to society Need to be judged rightly Hiding the freak behind the descent clothes Fitting in presence Photo courtesy of Max Pixel Behavior that  conceals your intentions Words that dignify you Actions of pretense to justify Fake agreement to black & white conversations Illusion of normalcy Behind the thoughts that provoke you The actions that nobody else knows The rarity that only your walls see The secrets that scare you to death The freedom you feel in solitude Where you can't be judged Where the pressure to impress society is non-existent

A game of cards gone wrong A gamble worth the loss A realisation past the expiry date A gaze of unfamiliarity To choke or to leave?  I stare deep into your eyes You are lost in the translation Your desires are tempted You cannot reconcile the notion To choke or to leave? You didn't think you persuaded me to follow you, did you? I can tell your dark thoughts compete with your good-guy facade You cannot be seen enjoying violence My charm is recognizing dark pleasures  To choke or to leave? I am sprung; cage me Jump into abyss Fulfil my fantasies  You can't get yourself past the door You know you want to I know you are sober Let's play pretend scary Grant me a second of euphoria I release control to you Show yourself to me Choke me Sympathy leaves your heart I gaze into you; you are consumed  Find your escape in me Show yourself to me Kiss me through it I want intensity Choke me