DEFINING EMOTIONS

A game of cards gone wrong A gamble worth the loss A realisation past the expiry date A gaze of unfamiliarity To choke or to leave?  I stare deep into your eyes You are lost in the translation Your desires are tempted You cannot reconcile the notion To choke or to leave? You didn't think you persuaded me to follow you, did you? I can tell your dark thoughts compete with your good-guy facade You cannot be seen enjoying violence My charm is recognizing dark pleasures  To choke or to leave? I am sprung; cage me Jump into abyss Fulfil my fantasies  You can't get yourself past the door You know you want to I know you are sober Let's play pretend scary Grant me a second of euphoria I release control to you Show yourself to me Choke me Sympathy leaves your heart I gaze into you; you are consumed  Find your escape in me Show yourself to me Kiss me through it I want intensity Choke me

I keep my mouth shut because words can be promising I feel the pain that comes from hankering I watched you go and cried from the inside I am in so deep no way to escape I could have stopped you but what was the point I lay on the bed thinking about you There is this burning desire to feel your touch To hear your voice To hold your hand To play around like we did To kid...to joke Am with my beau and we are eating You call and my appetite disappears All I want to do is know how you are doing For you to rescue me from fantasies You tickle my fancy After all we are friends right???? Dim candles surround my bedroom Hot and sexy, well groomed,  well endowed lover My baby is waiting on me Cool calm and composed he can see distance in my eyes I just can't......I can't make love to my boo When he touches me I feel like am cheating on you Crazy right????? We don’t touch, we don’t make out We just hug for long and that is enough for me I long for your c...

Best believe I can turn up when need be Right when I said I can be visible Take a glance outside your window I am watching you stare at me Let the raincoat am in not fool you Am conspicuous baby, I would hate to disappoint Didn’t think I could do it? Honey, I don’t let dares pass I come prepared to impress Off goes the mask I am wearing I can't promise not to be too wild I feel like giving in You came to confuse my world Somewhere I have never been before It is unbelievable....need to get on with the show Throw my heart and senses off the rain As I walk into your room You are surprised to see me there Your face betrays your desire I am not one to despair Yet I come to repair In the body in soul am here to antagonize The rain drops sounds against your roof are enticing I walk in towards you I grip your arm I hook my legs to your hip I draw your face towards mine Our eyes meet Our emotions overflow There is no telling what will stop our concupiscence ...

I hate you I hate me more I miss talking to you Gazing into your horny face I miss laughing with you Even in times when the situation was not all funny I miss the last time I saw you You gave me countless of hugs I miss listening to your life views They were all so different from mine I miss your scent Am yet to discover your cologne I miss when you were pissed Especially after I said stupid or harsh things I miss when you are always calm and cool Even in situations you should be exploding I miss your Chats We pretty much talked about nothing I miss when you fixed my sink Yes its always great having a guy around I miss listening to your troubles They made me appreciate mine I miss your silence It drives me nuts I miss the entire you Especially now that I will never see you again Most importantly, I miss when there was no you Because I wouldn't be hurting as much as I do now 

I don't need the cliché tall, dark and handsome I want him raw like I love my carrots Plain like my work clothes Complicated like candy crash 29 Sweet like my milk chocolates As easy as pie As simple as ABC I love my guy with an ego A priceless ambition Who can hold his beer just as his anger Cant stand smokers; I prefer fresh breath I need him to be quiet yet extroverted A chatterbox like me needs to be listened I love a guy who plays scrabble I am a pro; I need to be challenged The kind of guy who stays past midnight There is a lot that needs to be done One who enjoys thriller and investigative shows We can't be buying two televisions for one home I am attracted to dares I prefer having a freak Experiments are my weakness Can't be tamed, can't stand being bored either I am a darn good cook; I love a man with an appetite I am a man with energy......  

The cold burns misery into an empty heart The faded hope of a lost soul awaits its judgement No loss could be more significant than the one uncured A look into the faded eyes shows the pain beyond healing Pain is not the only thing she knows She understands loss, broken promises, inconsideration and brutality One person should not bring forth all the suffering Every eye she sets on him, she is blinded by spite She feels angered and misused He wouldn’t care less because the animal in him is more remarkable than humanity He holds his headstrong among men but has nothing to offer Only she experiences the monster he is He knows how to save face and look good Not all the coating could mask all he is So she sits and waits, hoping life will give him the misery he deserves They say karma is a bitch But no, he still shows his face to her unapologetic He does not understand the gravity of the pain he causes All he cares about is he does not get to pay She never wished deat...

Baby, tonight I come free uncalled, uninvited Dim candle lights, please burn them out am a free spirit today I watch the skies from the balcony. They want me to feel the attraction Sensual desires nothing too kinky I put myself out there I don't give a damn which impression I give Sit down, honey, watch me unbutton my shirt Let me work my way up am generously active today Unbuckle; you don't just stare My lips taste good in yours My hands know their way around I sway right to left as I settle on your lap Undo my buttons way down I swing upon your body like a pole My legs lock with yours as we tangle Lick every part and watch you agonise in pleasure  The sweet hum in your harmonious mourn Baby, tonight it's me on you...you on me...us on each other

Eyes sore with contentment Body so wrenched that nothing felt so good All my thirst got quenched with the life flavour of ecstasy Am no junkie, but the satisfaction I got from inner rebellion gave me a sense of satisfaction Usually the laid-back type, I barely get out of my comfort zone Am in my zone The old me paves the way for this stranger Am ready to see what's being offered Not going to be puffing anything today Can't say yesternight wasn’t feeling all welcoming I saw the kind of person I could be A little being scared of my potential Yet the gravity of my loose self brought enough to give gratitude I was dancing to the sweet tunes of the melody in my head I held your hand so firmly in the dance floor With all the grinding, I swear you must have had a hard-on Pardon my kinky side. I guess building a tent was the least of your worries I could feel the tension in the tease as I worked my way up your ears All the things I said....I meant them This is no love affair, just a ...

Today I am not complaining I am not asking I swear I am not nagging Just sit down and listen to me Words I have never told you before This will take a while best be comfortable A place you can see through my eyes where the truth lies Baby, I love you I always have didn't know how to show it They say actions speak louder than words. Well, today, it is all about you I am giving you a glimpse of what I feel Honey, you have been there for me all this time; sometimes, I wonder why You hold my hand when I am under-dressed for the parties You wipe my tears when I am such a baby You cover my hair with your coat when it rains You listen to me yap when I am on my mood swings But today, it is not about me I remember how you forgive my melodrama How you are patient with my insensitivity How you pick my messes like they are yours You just smile when I am constantly nagging You don't care about my bad hair days Heck, even when our colour clash, you still say I ...