DEFINING EMOTIONS

I hate you I hate me more I miss talking to you Gazing into your horny face I miss laughing with you Even in times when the situation was not all funny I miss the last time I saw you You gave me countless of hugs I miss listening to your life views They were all so different from mine I miss your scent Am yet to discover your cologne I miss when you were pissed Especially after I said stupid or harsh things I miss when you are always calm and cool Even in situations you should be exploding I miss your Chats We pretty much talked about nothing I miss when you fixed my sink Yes its always great having a guy around I miss listening to your troubles They made me appreciate mine I miss your silence It drives me nuts I miss the entire you Especially now that I will never see you again Most importantly, I miss when there was no you Because I wouldn't be hurting as much as I do now 

I don't need the cliché tall, dark and handsome I want him raw like I love my carrots Plain like my work clothes Complicated like candy crash 29 Sweet like my milk chocolates As easy as pie As simple as ABC I love my guy with an ego A priceless ambition Who can hold his beer just as his anger Cant stand smokers; I prefer fresh breath I need him to be quiet yet extroverted A chatterbox like me needs to be listened I love a guy who plays scrabble I am a pro; I need to be challenged The kind of guy who stays past midnight There is a lot that needs to be done One who enjoys thriller and investigative shows We can't be buying two televisions for one home I am attracted to dares I prefer having a freak Experiments are my weakness Can't be tamed, can't stand being bored either I am a darn good cook; I love a man with an appetite I am a man with energy......  

I keep my mouth shut because words can be promising I prefer your hate because your love is more harmful You lashed at me. I held back I felt the pain as you accused me of being cold Why would I talk What was the point I didn't feel loved more. I just let you think that My silence was worse than your harsh insults You always were good at leaving I watched you go and cried from the inside I could have stopped you but what was the point You never were any less than the much you were I was in so deep I had to escape I saw your frustration turn to obsession I knew just how you felt. I didn't want to hurt you any more You couldn't have done any better because you were the best From a distance, I watch you happy and am amazed I see you laugh something I couldn't give  I was in so deep I had to escape you From my misery, I wanted you free Free from the war Free from the person I was turning you into Now I know I was right to let you go Your grass is...

The cold burns misery into an empty heart The faded hope of a lost soul awaits its judgement No loss could be more significant than the one uncured A look into the faded eyes shows the pain beyond healing Pain is not the only thing she knows She understands loss, broken promises, inconsideration and brutality One person should not bring forth all the suffering Every eye she sets on him, she is blinded by spite She feels angered and misused He wouldn’t care less because the animal in him is more remarkable than humanity He holds his headstrong among men but has nothing to offer Only she experiences the monster he is He knows how to save face and look good Not all the coating could mask all he is So she sits and waits, hoping life will give him the misery he deserves They say karma is a bitch But no, he still shows his face to her unapologetic He does not understand the gravity of the pain he causes All he cares about is he does not get to pay She never wished deat...

Baby, tonight I come free uncalled, uninvited Dim candle lights, please burn them out am a free spirit today I watch the skies from the balcony. They want me to feel the attraction Sensual desires nothing too kinky I put myself out there I don't give a damn which impression I give Sit down, honey, watch me unbutton my shirt Let me work my way up am generously active today Unbuckle; you don't just stare My lips taste good in yours My hands know their way around I sway right to left as I settle on your lap Undo my buttons way down I swing upon your body like a pole My legs lock with yours as we tangle Lick every part and watch you agonise in pleasure  The sweet hum in your harmonious mourn Baby, tonight it's me on you...you on me...us on each other

Eyes sore with contentment Body so wrenched that nothing felt so good All my thirst got quenched with the life flavour of ecstasy Am no junkie, but the satisfaction I got from inner rebellion gave me a sense of satisfaction Usually the laid-back type, I barely get out of my comfort zone Am in my zone The old me paves the way for this stranger Am ready to see what's being offered Not going to be puffing anything today Can't say yesternight wasn’t feeling all welcoming I saw the kind of person I could be A little being scared of my potential Yet the gravity of my loose self brought enough to give gratitude I was dancing to the sweet tunes of the melody in my head I held your hand so firmly in the dance floor With all the grinding, I swear you must have had a hard-on Pardon my kinky side. I guess building a tent was the least of your worries I could feel the tension in the tease as I worked my way up your ears All the things I said....I meant them This is no love affair, just a ...

I get up and am all tangled A fresh breath of vanilla latte One gaze and it all feels real The curtains dull the room no need for the piercing morning sun I cannot help but stare at your sincere glance It keeps me wanting some more More of that love you are trying to prove More of that smile you keep giving More of those hugs I cannot stay without More of your reassurance More of your gestures More of your repeated speech I try hard to hold back Even though I know there is no future You live for the moment  A planner like me is tied I see every day you doubt my love Heck, I have given you reasons to But we both know I am a risk taker As I hold your hand, I hope you feel the depth I hope you know I am true I hope you understand when I have to leave I hope you always know....that our tangle is temporary